Moi Doc

8:36am

Class later. Not thinking about that now. Nor what I have to do in a couple minutes with prospecting and calling on businesses. Just enjoying my half-hour of collection here on page. Had a Syrah last night from Westwood. Another case of wine not saying much to me. May be growing. Out of wine, in which case the wine shop or ‘blog-shop’ would be quieted as a project altogether…. Is it indicative of sickness that I bounce back and forth and all around about projects? Is it a weakness? Heard someone say it’s a strength, and maybe it is, but how. How is that a strength if you don’t complete much, if you’re not centralized and contained…. Questions, and many of them about me this morning.

Have to do budget but putting it off. Just took ledger out from under the stack on this small table that I’m forced to use as a desk. I would jut use the couch as I’ve said I would, but that’s a hard practice to start. And honestly, I feel more writer-y here. I feel more what I want to be, staying at the desk.

Have to make calls today. No escaping it. Use the lists given to you and work from there. Forget numbers and proposals, contracts sent to prospects. Everyday start new. Sales…. Trying to get out while focusing on everything inside its sounds and movement, cries and calls. Make it something else, a new writing assignment everyday. 24 hours ago focusing on PR firms and Marketing agencies…