But why? That was a lesson. That is never going to happen again. The commute, the atmosphere…. There were many people there that were amazing, but it wasn’t me. I don’t blame anywhere there, or me, for the year duration of essential disquietude and displeasure. Now, I celebrate the lesson…

You don’t need it. You shouldn’t allow it, the negativity they speak, land in your cells. We don’t taker responsibility when we should, a lot of the time. We cite that they’re so negative. Why? It’s obvious they are. Be their beaming opposite. Be the angle and angel of antithesis…

Hits you, something different, something healthy. You needed this, you realize. So you keep moving forward. You don’t know the destination. That’s not the point. You’re being the most you that you know how to do. It is RECOGNITION. Of identity.. reality. Purpose and your own poetry and music. One…

Learning to not just let things go but to substitute. Trade. The negative for the profusely and obnoxiously positive and loving. Seriously, and I say this with certain people in mind — I want my sincere and heartfelt positive give to annoy the shit out of some people. I want…

Reading Daily Stoic, mind as a fighter. Interesting. Perception and interpretation. Learning more that what I think materializes and is demonstrative of so much. This new story, what I’m doing with these accounts and these businesses, advising and surveying, estimating and connecting on the most human of levels. How can…

Who’s got what, it doesn’t matter. Focus on your character, I remind myself… your story your pages your Beat your music. Feel your own music, change patterns that don’t serve you, I write in the journal. Organizing monies. 10:31…. Only two things I want to get for myself. Of course…

4–21–23 Expenses. Have to get this done. Cleaning and making myself paperless… this office is chaos and is my ONLY project and focus till I have to get the kids. Attitude as soon as I woke, but I immediately talked myself out of it. Or not so much talked out…

Learn your new self, all the lessons around you Turn this morning and day ahead into the story you want That you deserve Overthinking is the set of weights impeding happiness Run toward the hours ahead, all of them Talk yourself out of pessimism’s palm Self and liberation, the beaming beacons All in your control and composition

#vinolit Day 1 of a New Wine Life New literature, new story, no real destination just the experience and travel itself from one experience and room to another. One conversation then another, then and only then is the wine addressed. Truly, wine is an afterthought. At best. It’s the people…